01-07-2018
10:45 PM
10:45 PM
Bapa brought home a television for the first time back in 1998
only to watch the football world cup, I remember. I can recollect the day
vividly, the way he unpacked the huge brown box. The stern, shrewd man I knew
until then was excited like a teenager boy. The love for this sport was one of
the very few things I couldn’t inherit from him. But now, WC2018 has been a
revelation.
That
last penalty save by the Russian goal keeper is one of the most beautiful
moments I’ve watched on screen. Yet, with the uncertainty of being a newbie in
watching football, I tell myself it should be quite a normal thing in this
game. I cannot hold my new-found excitement, as I text my football fanatic
brother. I do not know if he is surprised to see me ask about a football match.
He is kind enough to explain. “Yes, that was amazing”, he says. He talks to me
in detail how that was a difficult chance from a goal keeper’s perception. I
read him proud, imagining how he’d have stood tall and firm in that same
position in the games he played. The first time he brought home the money he
earned playing community club football, I was elated beyond words. I knew that
was one feat I could never achieve.
Spain were the favourites, it’s an upset victory for the
Russians, I’m told. I join their celebrations like a kid wondering around in
the field without a hand to hold. I scream inside with the joy of having found
a new love, a new game, a new world of sport to chase, watch and read about.
There is indefinite warmth that’s creeping in. No wonder people spend sleepless
nights to watch this magic on screen. Finally, tonight, I could relate with
them all. To redeem myself the guilt of not watching this graceful game all my
life, I choose to pen down these emotions here, raw and bare, out in the open.
For, I know writing is the only way I could always frantically celebrate.